Growing up, lots of evil little things happened to me - favorite books being ripped, markings in permanent ink written on my saddles, things missing, and lots of garbage things normal families do not do to each other. At the time, I blamed my two younger sisters for doing those evil things. It wasn't until the last several years ago that I realized it was my own birth mother that did them to me - because she was in position to do them again and she did. It was not until I started researching about Narcissistic Personality Disorder that I realized my own mother was a narcissist and that I am her chosen "Scapegoat" child. Mary LaVerne sewell - the church deaconess and lifelong baptist is actually a very evil person and she was very evil towards me while pretending to be a nice elderly "christian" lady.
My family is extremely toxic / dysfunctional. My brother Sammy Sewell is a psychopath and is extremely dangerous. He is on antidepressents as well as anti psychotic medications. His psychologist has said he has the potential of being extremely dangerous. He has repeatedly threatened me telling me he can make my body disappear and nobody will ever find it - or even look for me if I go missing. Since Sammy has a secret security clearance (I guess homeland security lets psychopaths get seccurity clearances) and has access to his employer's, the Port Of Seattle, airport property, I am certain what he says is true. Sammy has a "god" complex and expects everyone to obey him and kiss his but when he tells them to. He does not like it when I refuse his "authority" over me since he has become accustomed to be worshiped (as "god") by all of his family and I refuse to worship him and his narcissist psychopath "god" complex. Sammy built a multi family home where his daughters could live (the one with her husband and children) as well as move mother and my dad down there to live. Sammy wants to be a "god" and desires worship from all of those around him.
Mother has routinely lied and slandered me to whoever would listen. She makes up lies to discredit me both within and outside of the family. I am her "scapegoat" child because I refuse to follow her wiccan beliefs (disguised as "baptist") She was thoroughly upset with m when I read the bible and found that God called eating pork and shellfish an abomination. Since 'God is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow' as even the baptist "church" teaches then just how did an abomination become acceptable??? She made a point in eating pork and shellfish any time she could because she knew it goes against God's teachings and I follow what God says.
Mother has repeatdly called me worthless and lazy to all who would listen. Everything I have done that was "good" she has discredited or twisted it to make it look bad in the eyes of others. She called me worthless and lazy as I earned a Bachelor's degree while I was also raising and training horses. She called me worthless and lazy as I operated a nursery business and was working 16 hour days. She even called me worthless and lazy when I went back to school and earned a degree as a (computer) Network Administrator - and earned a 4.0 GPA. She ridiculed me when I took computer programming classes when I could not find a job in the economy collapse and did not see how I could get above 100% in the programming classes (I did all the extra credit and never missed any points)
Everyone who knows me from my family thinks I am lazy, worthless, and psychotic. My narcissistic mother and psychotic brother have projected their mental illnesses onto me so they can pretend I am the problem instead of accepting they have the problems. Those who know me apart from my family know that I am kind hearted, hard working, intelligent, and always willing to help those who need help. Those who have heard the lies and slander from my family - especially from my narcissistic mother or Sammy, my psychotic brother, then observe me are totally confused because what they were told is not what they observe. They have pre-judged me without hearing both sides and by judging unrighteously.
When mother forced my dad to move down to my brother Sammy's cult compound with her, I knew my dad would be dead within two months because he would become depressed from the toxic / dysfunctional situation with brother Sammy playing "god" and commanding worship and I told her so. Dad agreed I could live in the house until June 2010 and fix it up (at my expense) in exchange for the rent. Mother wanted me kicked out onto the street and was thoroughly pissed dad and I had made the arrangement for me to live there.
Within a month, my dad showed signs of severe depression. He cried and was totally upset about being forced to move in with my brother. He knew he was going to die soon - and so did I. He told me Sammy had agreed I could live in the house until June as dad had arranged with me. Dad thought Sammy would respect his wishes after he was gone - I told dad Sammy would piss all over his memory as soon as he was dead. Dad said 'no, Sammy agreed you can live there until June - he promised me"
After my dad had surgery and I saw him in the hospital, I knew if he went back to Sammy's he would be dead within weeks. I would not at all be surprised if mother and/or Sammy was poisoning him. I told dad he needed to go into an assisted living facility where he could get better. He knew if he went to Sammy's I could never go see him there under any circumstance. Dad knew Sammy was dangerous to me and how I avoided Sammy and his entire toxic / dysfunctional family for years. Mother called several times to tell me about dad. As I was talking with her (in a CALM voice), all of a sudden she would falsely accuse me of raising my voice to her - I knew she had [false] witnesses on her end of the phone so I refused to talk with her again. Mother always triangulates (typical of NPD) and she has always falsely accused me of yelling and threatening her - to poison all of the unrighteous judges in the family against me. So much for such a "wonderful Christian family" - if they are Christians, then I don't want to be in heaven with them.
Two weeks later my sister in law - sammy's wife - left a note underneath the windshield of my car stating my dad had passed away. No word to me about the funeral or anything else. Nobody emails me because I would then have proof of their abuse and what they said to me. Mind you mother is an email gossip and all of them have email addresses and are email literate - and they all have my email address.
I was not told of any funeral plans nor was I even aware of when it was - except through mutual acquaintances. Three days after the funeral mother and Sammy show up and tell me "because of your attitude, you have 30 days to move" and they did not care if I was going to be homeless or what. They made it perfectly clear if I had been out the day before, it would have been better. Mother even said "if you use too much heat or water, I'll have them disconnected" so I knew if I stayed, they would be turned off. This is a Christian woman??? So much for my dead dad - they started pissing on his grave before he was even buried.
I immediately found a place to stay and was almost moved out in three days - avoiding them twice a day when they showed up by twos (their words against mine - they are evil liars) and they started trashing everything I left leaving my stuff in a trash heap (broken to pieces) in the middle of the yard --- and I still have TWO WEEKS before I have to be moved out. This doesn't surprise me though - they previously trashed all my momentos from when I was growing up - including ribbons and trophies I won with my horse.
My family is extremely evil - the baptist church (that my brother seems to control even though he is a deacon and not even a pastor) seems to have boughten into mother's and Sammy's lies and slander. This "christian" family is demon possessed and will be spending eternity in hell for their wickedness.
Luke 12
49"I have come to bring fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled! 50But I have a baptism to undergo, and how distressed I am until it is completed! 51Do you think I came to bring peace on earth? No, I tell you, but division. 52From now on there will be five in one family divided against each other, three against two and two against three. 53They will be divided, father against son and son against father, mother against daughter and daughter against mother, mother-in-law against daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law."
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